I was stuck with a lot of things recently, like my work as well as emotional stuff.
However, very luckly, I am solving lots of problems, actually now I am feeling even weird. This is not me... sort of feeling. I am even afraid to see things moving forward... what's wrong with me????
Anyhow, I am writing my progress report regarding 3 big projects in year 2008.
Project 1: On hold, however, things are moving forward in a desired way, but I am actually afraid the fact that if something bad will happen, since I did not expect this movement, like a month ago. I know I should not move forward too fast, but i'm freaked out now. I know I can't put this on hold completely, so I guess I will follow the move, like as it flows.
Project 2: Plan A officially terminated, Plan B activated instead. This means that I will be remaining in cancer bio track (in BMB), not switching to Neuroscience track. I will take written qualifying exam in July and take a month break after the qualifying exam in South Korea. I will be BACK!!! (don't know when now. I have to talk to director regarding this issue).
Project 3: Completely on hold until I take qualifying exam in BMB, since I will not have any time yet. But we'll see about my decision, since I would love to help people. This is why I am in this Alcoholism and Drug addiction lab: to help people in public health manner.
Here is my updated schedule:
Today (2/12/08): Psychiatric and Psychologic Research Fair 참석, Need to do Problem set for MCB, still working on chemical ordering stuff... Neuro Sci Journal Club
Tomorrow (2/13/08): Problem Set Due, Getting hair cut, Single Pay Dinner
Thursday (2/14/08): MCB 셤 공부, Lab meeting, Seminar
Friday (2/15/08): MCB 셤 from 8am to 10am, Dinner & Movie
Saturday: 아마도 사촌형 형수님 뵈러 Minneapolis를 올라가봐야 하나... Dinner @ Gonda Building with Applicants, after party with applicants??? or other plans??? Rather have other plans....
Sunday: 교회? taking a break or seeking for a break, and preparing for Monday!!!
I will be dead soon.... by tonight~~ T.T
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